Saturday, March 28, 2009

How it all began....

Well it starts off this way, We all have had trials, mis-haps, ups and downs of growing up (child hood). I've always been athletic, conscious of my health and well being. It all amounted to pretty much, your normal every day life and surroundings. But sometimes, strange and un-expected things happen to us along the way. Some are funny, sad, happy and unimaginable. It called a "wake up call", a terminal illness. ALS/MND, no known cause and no cure! When I'm done talking about "The Thief", I'll give you various links to my website, periodical diary, and of my journey with this disease. It is created to make known to everyone who reads my story, it could happen to anyone! I never knew about it until I was diagnosed with it. My story was also created, to pass on information to people like myself who are suffering or soon to be. I'm not great in presenting things in an orderly fashion. So when it comes to telling my story, bear with me if I bounce around. My story carry's on as so, when I was told I had this disease, I was shocked to say the least. More fearful for my wife and all my children, especially my youngest child (seven year old daughter). Fearful in a way, "who's going to watch out for them", protect them, teach them, keep them strong, love them. Occasions, birthdays, anniversaries, weddings, lost memories. I've cried a little, but most have been quiet emotions. Oh, believe me! anger, sadness, afraid, numbness, denial, shock, self conviction are all felt with this disease. I'm sure the tears will flow as it progresses. In "My Diary", I'll sum up my feelings, symptoms up to this point, then it will follow with a weekly report, "My Conditions". If you have any questions or need to contact me go to; jwantonizio@aol.com. May God be with me and my family and God forbid it it happens to you.

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